- I just finished up my work for the day but I probably should take the last half hour to do some filing or organizing here at the office. Alexa is finally sleeping though, so I hate to wake her up by moving around the office.
- I haven't filed at home since last July. That's an entire year of filing sitting there waiting to be put away. It's now become a huge project that I don't have time for.
- My 30th birthday is coming up in less than a month. A good friend from college is getting married the same weekend so I have a lot of college friends in town that weekend. I should be very excited, but all I can think about is how I don't have a babysitter yet for either my birthday or the wedding.
- I don't actually have any babysitters, which is very, very sad.
- One of my best friend's is coming to stay with us for a few days before she heads into the city for a few days for the wedding. I should also be excited about that, but I'm just upset & worried that she's going to be disappointed that she chose to stay with us since my house is always a mess & all of the rooms are in desperate need of paint & so much more.
- I'm very, very embarrassed by my home. It's a fixer upper that we can't fix up because it's worth half of what we owe. Since it can't be fixed, we've never really been able to decorate. Ava's room is the only room I think looks nice & it's not even finished.
- I've been taking a bit of a break from my mom's group because I just feel so overwhelmed with life in general that I don't feel good about playing.
- Work has been super easy lately & I still haven't been happy about going into the office.
- I have at least 4 major projects around the house that I want to finish before my friend comes to visit next month & if I don't get them done, I will be beyond embarrassed to have her see my house.
- I am so jealous of all of my friends & family who get to decorate their homes & actually look forward to going home each night. I'm happy for them, but it honestly makes me want to cry whenever I think about how I just don't have that.
- I love my husband & we've been through A LOT together the past three years, but I am so annoyed & frustrated by his "get rich quick" schemes & his constant clutter.
Whew. I feel better now. It sure does feel good to get it all out.
3 comments:
Venting is sooo important!!
Venting is good, but, don't let things get you down Liz. If you need someone to talk to, I'm always here. :)
I don't know if you're the same, but life always seems a little gloomier when I have a cold and feel like crap. I hope you feel better soon. Do a little at a time, you'll have a lot more energy and motivation once that cold stops stealing it from you.. (this is exactly what I tell myself every time I get sick).
We don't have a babysitter either. We are literally surrounded by dozens of eligible young ladies, but have yet to simply ask one of them. Greg and I have only been out like five times since Jackson was born.
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